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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Okay, this update took a long time. So I hope some of ya'll will comment.. Sorry it's been a while since we updated, I don't know about Chels, but my life is one huge hectic roller coaster. I'll try and update more if you all try and leave some more love!

xoxo,
Jennifer.

zero;
Your life is a book;
Don't jump to the end to see if it's worth it
Just enjoy life and fill make those pages with beautiful memories

one;
We're all pretty bizarre. Some of us are just better at hiding it, that's all.
-The Breakfast Club.

two;
“Be who you are and say what you feel because
those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.”
- Dr. Seuss

three;
So how did you get here under my skin?
Swore that I'd never let you back in
Should've known better
Than trying to let you go
'Cause here we go, go, go again
Hard as I try, I know I can't quit
Something about you is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now, I'd know
'Cause here we go, go, go again
- Here We Go Again by Demi Lovato.

four;
& if you ask me if I love him..
I'd lie.
- I'd Lie by Taylor Swift.

five;
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
- 10 Things I Hate About You

six;
Andie: If somebody doesn't believe in me, I can't believe in them.

Blane: You said you couldn't be with someone who didn't believe in you. Well I believed in you. You just didn't believe in me. I love you... always.
-Pretty In Pink

seven;
Duckie: Well, that's very nice. I'm glad. Well here's... here's the point, Andie. I'm not particularly concerned with whether or not you like me, because I live to like you and... and I can't like you anymore. So... so when you're feeling real low and... and dirty, and your heart is splattered all over hell, don't look to me to pump you back up 'cause... 'cause... 'cause maybe for the first time in your life I WON'T BE THERE!

Andie: I can't believe your saying this.
- Pretty In Pink.

eight;
Andie: I just want them to know that they didn't break me.
-Pretty In Pink.

nine;
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
- The Climb by Miley Cyrus

ten;
the fact is ; lying is a necessity.
we lie to ourselves because the truth,
the truth freaking hurts. no matter
how hard we try to ignore or deny
it, eventually the lies fall away.
whether we like it or not.
but here's the truth about the truth -
it hurts. so we lie.

eleven;
just... don't give up on me, okay?
and I, I won't give up on you.
& that's the perfect plan.
-me

tweleve;
her: think about your life without me. are you happy?
him: no.
her: think about your life with me.. are you happy?
him: yes..
-me

thirteen;
I've heard that you're scared,
scared of my love.
that it's so much.
that you're so happy.
the only way is down and to be hurt?
and you know what, that's okay, run from me.
i'll chase you to the end of the earth. ring finger promise.
-me.

fourteen;
when it comes to relationships, maybe we're all in glass houses and shouldn't throw stones. because you can never really know. some people are settling down, some people are settling, and some people refuse to settle for anything less than butterflies.
-Sex & the City

fifteen;
She cried, everyday.
But only for a minute or two.
Any longer than that and
she knew she wouldn't be able to stop.

sixteen;
I'm hurt, I'm broken.
but i'll be alright..
because time will heal me.
& my heart will not beat for you anymore.
& you will no longer have the power to break me.
-me

seventeen;
I will never say good-bye to you cause if I say good-bye, then that`s it. That`s good-bye.

eighteen;
I remember when I was love sick. You block out everyone. You feel so tired, because you haven't slept in forever. You know that he'll be in your dreams, but you don't want to stay awake laying in your bed crying either. You're starving, but you can't eat because you're starving for him and every memory just leaves you a bigger hole in your heart. Even your clothes remind you of him what you wore when you hung out.
You can still smell him all over them, even though his scent hasn't been there for long. You wish his scent would be stuck on you, but you know you'd be pulling at your skin trying to get him off you. You're online, all day just waiting for him to come on even if its for a minute. but then that minute kills cause he cant stay longer You stop talking to your friends, and they get worried and try comforting you, but they just make you feel worse because they think they know, but they don't have a damn clue

nineteen;
remember when you said forever & always?
I hope you weren't lying..
because if so, tell me when forever is almost over.
-me

twenty;
we've never been "just friends" - never will be. but it hurts that what we want to be cant work out; why does it feel so different to what we expected?
-angelsareabove_x3

twentyone;
with every loss, you'll find a gain.

twentytwo;
Life is like a garden you've got to weed out the bad for the good to grow and for you to be fulfilled and happy!
-PrincessMandyA (My cousin/bff)

twentythree;
Because lately, I just keep hearing people
blame love. But love doesn't walk away, people do

twentyfour;
isn't it funny how day-by-day.., nothing changes.
but then you look back and EVERYTHING is different?

twentyfive;
I can't explain what I'm going through, but I would turn away the world tonight just so that I could be with you.

twentysix;
I never say anything about it,
but I can feel your eyes on me when i walk away,
or turn away.
& that'd usually bug me.
but I think it's cute, that you can't take your eyes off of me.
-me

twentyseven;
i can hear the catch in your throat
i can hear the pain that you know you've caused me
& it kills me
& i hate myself.
because I shouldn't feel bad for you.
but i do.
love is so confusing.
-me

twentyeight;
it’s amazing how you realize when you lose
someone, you get mad at yourself for not
saying the things you could’ve a million times.
you take for granted the days spent doing
nothing when you could’ve been with them.
anyone can be taken at any time in our lives,
but we always wait until they’re gone to say
things we never had the courage to before.

twentynine;
oh, girl. i've been there.
we all say that.
but do we ever really know?
each love is different.. each situation is deeper or more to one person than it is another.
-me

thirty;
She's just a teenage girl who's sick of it all.
She's tired of girls believing stupid lies and cheating
boys. She can't stand how everybody's looking for
someone to hurt and nobody tells the truth anymore.
She's just a teenage girl, who wants to go back
to the old days.

thirtyone;
Change is a funny thing. We're never quite
sure of what we're becoming or why.
Then one day we look at ourselves and
wonder who we are and how we got there

thirtytwo;
him: feels like i'm going to lose you because we're moving further apart and it's all my fault for being a jackass.
her: stop then. stop and come back to me.
him: i'm trying.
& that was enough to make her stay.
-me

thirtythree;
I just wish I knew what you're thinking
when you look at me and smile.

thirtyfour;
i wish i could read you.
but this is the biggest game of poker
& you've got the best game i've ever seen.
i never know if you're bluffing or not.
-me

thirtyfive;
i like you. i mean, really. i like you. a whole lot. i love you.
-me

thirtysix;
If you don't like something change it; if you
can't change it, change the way you think about it.

thirtyseven;
maybe the best thing to do is stop figuring out where you're going
& just enjoy where you're at.

thirtyeight;
In three words,
I can sum up everything I've learned about life:
IT GOES ON.
-Robert Frost.

thirtynine;
stand for something,
OR you'll fall for anything.

forty;
will you live or simply exist?

fortyone;
i am pretty, but not beautiful.
i have friends, but im not the
peacemaker. i am just a small
girl in a big world looking for
someone to love.

fortytwo;
i don't know.
i look at you and think: wow.
but in the end, you're just like the rest. i just forget when you're looking into my eyes.
-me

fortythree;
Shes got a smile on her face
And a fuck you attitude.

fortyfour;
she's banged up. mentally and emotionally.
literally and metaphorically. but every day
she walks outside with a smile on her face
because that's who she is.

fortyfive;
sometimes i live in my head and think the things i should say to you.
but you make me so crazy i can't even remember it half of the time.
-me

fortysix;
There's a big fucking world out there.
It's messy, and it's chaotic, and it's
never, never ever the thing you'd expect.
It is ok to be scared,
but you cannot allow your fears to
turn you into an asshole,
not when it comes to the people that love you,
the people that need you

fortyseven;
I've been making a list of the things they don't teach you at school.
They don't teach you how to love somebody.
They don't teach you how to be famous.
They don't teach you how to fend for yourself.
They don't teach you how to be rich or how to be poor.
They don't teach you how to walk away from someone you don't love any longer.
They don't teach you how to know what's going on in someone else's mind.
They don't teach you how to be happy.
They don't teach you what to say to someone who's dying.
They don't teach you anything worth knowing.

fortyeight;
The tooth fairy teaches children
that they can sell their body parts for money
I blame her for prostitution

fortynine;
im selfish, impatient, and a little
insecure. I make mistakes. I am
out of control, and at times, hard
to handle. But if you cant handle
me at my worst, you sure as
hell dont deserve me at my best.
i am good, but not an angel.
i do sin, but im not the devil.

fifty;
there's always that one guy that you will do ANYTHING for.
the one that you go to hell & back with.
the one who can give you butterflies, no matter what.
he's the guy that can make you smile
and cry, all within the same second.
he might be the one.
he might not be the one.
but either way, he's THE guy who gets you, no matter what.
he's THE guy that makes you crazy and insane.
the one that you love.
forever & ever amen.
-me

fiftyone;
so turn right into my arms,
turn right, you won't be alone.
you might fall off of this track sometimes.
hope to see you on the finish line.
- Turn Right by Jonas Brothers.

fiftytwo;
I'd rather be a bitch than a hoe,
Rather tell it like it is
than blow every boy i know.
Rather be known for what i do..
not who i screw.

fiftythree;
you know that quote..
the one that says forget about the people in your past
there is a reason that they didnt make it to your future?
yeah, well what happens when in the future they do come back?

fiftyfour;
You're not friends because you stand together at lunch or talk on the phone. or have matching flip-flops or can recite each others wardrobe and then share it. you're best friends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across your face. no matter how mad or upset you are-- when she cries, you instantly feel her pain, & want to cry with her. When you cry she comes over and puts her arm around you and comforts you. When you look her in the eyes you know there's no one you could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts you've had. that's what it means to be best friends <33

fiftyfive;
sure, I'm into the whole single, flirting, he's hot kind of thing but sometimes, I kinda miss the whole i love you, hugging, I'm his girlfriend type of thing

fiftysix;
love never fails.
so they say.

fiftyseven;
a boy and a girl can be just friends; but at one point or
another, they will fall for eachother... maybe temporarily,
maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever.

- Honor Society.. check 'em out!

fiftyeight;
Girls are like apples on trees.
The best ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for the good ones
because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy.
So the apples up top think something is wrong with them,
when in reality they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right boy to come along.
The one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top.

fiftynine;
did you know her favorite color's green or that
she`s terrified of the dark? that she can`t sleep
without loads of pillows next to her or that
every time she thinks of you she smiles?
she doesn`t want to care for anyone. she thinks
it`s just a way of getting hurt. did you know she
hates arguing but is good at it? or that she hates
going a day without talking to you? did you
know she loves the way you look at her and
she cant help but fall for you or that you mean
everything to her? <3

sixty;
you love her.
she loves you.
but you're so damn confusing.
& make her change her mind a million times within a single second.
so when she's silent. just give her a second.
she really needs it to think through the thoughts and feel through the feelings.
-me

sixtyone;
He has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for
and the cutest smile that takes your breath away. He
has the ability to make you laugh everytime he speaks &
whenever you look into his eyes it's so hard to turn away.

sixtytwo;
Did you know, years ago, when you said hi to me..
that we'd have this huge epic romance.. that would take time to write itself..
it's still writing.. we're still fighting... i'm hanging on by a thread and I hope to God that you're with me at the end of this book.
-me

sixtythree;
nothing to friends.
friends to best friends.
best friends to lovers.
lovers to nothing.
nothing to lovers.
-me.

sixtyfour;
I love the way you look at me. Especially when I say something really stupid. You have this, "Why do I put up with you?" look. But right after that is the "It's because I love you" look. Then the "I must be insane to love you" look. And finally the "I must be seriously insane" look.

sixtyfive;
Why is it everyone looks at him & doesn't see
how wonderful he is? Cause I saw it the first time
I laid eyes on him. I don`t think I knew it then,
but I guess I was falling in love.

sixtysix;
i remember when you held me tight.
all through the night.
you fell asleep.
but my eyes stayed open.
i watched you sleep & i fell just a bit more in love.
-me

sixtyseven;
and after that night, i don't think i can
ever forget how you made me feel and how
hours later, i still have the butterflies
from when you held my hand.

sixtyeight;
Fine - I admit it.
You are the guy I can't stop thinking about.
The guy who makes me wanna scream.
The one who can make my day in a million ways.
The one I write my love quotes about.
In case you were wondering,
That guy is you.

sixtynine;
You can't change the world but you can make a dent.

seventy;
you were so afraid to get on it.
but you were on there, for me.
and as you kissed me on that ferris wheel,
as our hands folded together.
i thought, i knew, that you were possibly the only guy i'd ever love...
the way that i love you. <3
-me

seventyone;
am i loud and clear or am i breaking up?
am i still your charm or am i just bad luck?
are we getting closer or are we just getting more lost?
ill show you mine if you show me yours first
lets compare scars ill tell you whose is worse
lets unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
we live on front porches and swing life away
-Swing Life Away by Rise Against. <333

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Thursday, February 12, 2009

& i don't see how you could ever be.. anything but mine.

it was a lie when they smiled
& said you won't feel a thing.
- my chemical romance. disenchanted.

our friendship is tighter than the jobros pants!

we have that, bitch, whore, skank,...
i love you - i love you too, kinda friendship.

everything i'm not,
made me everything that i am.

love me without fear.
trust me without questioning.
need me without demanding.
want me without restrictions.
accept me without change.
love me for who i am.

live the life you love, love the life you live.

it's crazy, right? to love someone that has hurt you.
it's crazier to think that someone who has hurt you, loves you too.

you shouldn't have to sacrifice who you are just because
s o m e o n e ; e l s e
has a problem with it.

what lies behind us &
what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us.

at the end of the day,
you either focus on what separates you
or what holds you together.

nothing lasts forever.
so live it up,
drink it down.
laugh it off.
avoid the bullshit.
take chances.
& never have regrets.
because at one point -
everything you did was
e x a c t ly
what you wanted.

i just do what i want,
it's not about what people are saying
it's about me.
everyone else can fuck off.

welcome to a world,
where people talk about eachother
& everyone lies.
& everyone tries to be something they're not
& nobody can keep a secret.
&& friendships that lasted forever were broken.
it's called L I F E.

life's a bitch,
& then you die.

so, if i tell you i love you?
can i keep you forever?

one boy.
one girl.
two hearts.
their world.

he said, i'll love you forever.
& she said, okay. just tell me when forever is about to end.

girl: boys suck.
boy: no, we lick.
girl: ...perv. seriously. your gender sucks.|
boy: so does yours.
girl: *rolls her eyes*

hey you.
yeah, you.
no, not you..
that other guy.
you, right there!
yes, you.
do you like tacos?

smile, people wonder what you're up to.

smile, you never know who'll fall in love with it.

all you have to do in life is go out with your friends.
party hard & look as twice as good as the bitch standing next to you.

her favorite song will say more about her than her mouth ever will.

& maybe misery is what i need to keep my sanity.

& if tomorrow you're still
just a friend.
i'll stay up 'till 11:11 again.

i don't forgive people because i'm weak.
i forgive them because i'm strong enough to know
people make mistakes.

just because i'm not speaking to you
doesn't mean that i don't miss you.

my heart is not your dick.
so stop playing with it.

life's not about finding yourself.
life is about creating yourself.

you know you're in love when you can't fall asleep,
because reality if finally better than your dreams.
- dr. seuss.

i know it hurts.
but it's life & it's real.
& sometimes it fucking hurts,
but it's life & it's pretty much all we got.
- garden state.

if i could tell you one thing,
i guess it would be that i love hearing your voice.
& that your smile just happens to brighten my entire day.

everyone wants to be happy.
nobody wants to be in pain.
but you can't have a rainbow without any rain.

you're a trainwreck, but with you, i'm in love.
- trainwreck by demi lavato.

be who you are.
not who others..
want you to be.

thanks for being my
unbiological sister. <3

so what?
i'm a bitch.
but at least i'm not a pansy.

i've built a wall.
not to block anyone out.
but to see who loves me enough,
to climb over it.

so, i'm probably the coolest dork you'll ever meet.
we laugh at the dumbest jokes.
put up with eachothers worst moods.
go along with the craziest ideas.
&& that's what makes the most
AMAZING
b e s t ; friends.

you never quit on your music,
no matter what happens.
'cause anytime something bad happens to you,
that's the one place you can escape to
& just let it go. - august rush.

i believe in music the same way that some people believe in fairy tales.
- august rush.

the o n l ythings in life that you
REGRET
are the risks that you
DIDN'T take.

i think the worst feeling is being forgotten about,
by someone you will never forget.

so yeah, we yell pirates
& ninja's at random people.
stay up too late.
drink too much dr. pepper.
& live in a fantasy world a bajillion miles away.
but we're best friends.
& that means we're allowed to be retarded together.
- me.

there are moments in your life that make you & sets the course of who you're going to be.
sometimes they're little, subtle moments. sometimes, they're big moments you never saw coming.
no one asks for their life to change, but it does.
it's what you do afterwards that counts.
that's when you find out who you are.

& on the way down,
i saw you & you saved me from myself
& i won't forget the way you loved me.
& one the way down,
i almost fell right through,
but i held on to you.
- on the way down by ryan cabrera.

you hate me?
boo. freakin'. hoo.

hate is easy.
love takes courage.

you're a song that i try to sing.a note that i cannot hit.

hate all you want,
you can't break the girl -
who thinks NOTHING of you.

middle finger to anybody who hates the way we burn it up.

she looks at you with hate in her eyes,
because she loves you so much.

you know you had a great time,
when you can't tell your mom what you did.

judge me.
& i'll prove you wrong.
tell me what to do
& i'll tell you off.
say i'm not woth it
& watch where i end up.
call me a bitch & i'll show you one.
fuck me over & i'll do it to you, twice as bad.
call me crazy, but you really have no idea.

i want to wear your baseball hat,
sit next to you at the high school football games &
have your arms wrapped around me,
knowing that nothing can take this feeling away.

keep your head up gorgeous,
people would kill to see you fall.

i am who i am,
your approval isn't needed.

friends as why you're crying.
best friends already have a shovel ready to bury the
LOSER
that made you cry.

sometimes good things fall apart,
so better things can fall together.

i am the author of my life.
unfortunately i'm writing in pen
& i can't erase any of my mistakes.

no i don't hate you.
don't wanna fight you.
you know i'll always love you
but right now i just don't like you.

live.
laugh.
love.

live for the moments,
the moments you can't put into words.
life is not about the amount of breaths you take.
it's the moments that take your breath away.

so.
we're a little crazy.
but that's how we roll.

isn't it funny how day by day,
nothing changes.
but when you look back.
everything is different.

a wise girl kisses but doesn't love.
listens but doesn't believe.
& leaves before she is left.
- marilyn monroe.

be spontaneous.
whatever happens,
happens.

be. someone.

got a problem with me?
solve it.
think i'm tripping?
tie my shoes.
can't stand me?
sit down.
can't face me?
turn around.

i love you today more than yesterday.
but it's nothing compared to tomorrow.

find someone that can make you smile
& don't give up on them.

girls look me up & down.
& don't have nothing to say.
but it's funny how the words come out when i walk away.

we rock ripped jeans.
&& huge sunglasses that go along with the
screw you attitude
&& party hard personalities|
& honestly,
we don't GIVE A CRAP
if we mean a THING to you.

date like man,
so you don't get played like a bitch.

here's a little secret.
we have inside jokes, lots of them.
we laugh at just about everything.
truth is, we're probably talking about you -
'cause we gossip like old women.
we don't care what you think OR say.
we never will.
& when you cross the lines,
we'll straight up tell you how it is.
we're not scared.
we're not lying [lion.]
we're best friends.
so be jealous.
- me.

fuck the rest,
i roll with the best.

if i could,
i would.

i have the best friends.
sorry.

break her heart.
i break your face.

just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean that
tomorrow won't be the best day of your life.
you just gotta get there.

boys are like purses.
cute, full of crap
& can always be replaced.

someday, someone will walk into your life
& make you realize why it never worked out
with anyone else.

give up already sweetie,
you're never going to be me.
so do yourself a favor
& stop trying.

missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last
or the amount of time since you've last talked.
it's about that very moment when you're doing something
& you wish that they
were right there with you.

trust no man.
fear no bitch.

things change.
friends leave.
& life doesn't stop for anybody.

so i'll walk the plank.
& jump with a smile.
if i'm doing down,
i'll do it in style.
you won't hear me surrender.

faith.
hope.
love.

yeah, we laugh way too hard
& act too immature.
but i wouldn't have it any other way.

laugh more.
gripe less.
ignore critics.
say yes.
order dessert.
love life.

a bit crazy
& proud of it.

& lately,
i just don't give a fuck.

i'd rather fight with you,
then make love with anybody else.

this is real life.
there's no real happy ending.
so stop being naive.
- me

we don't blend in.
we stand out.

i'm the one who has to die when it's time for me to die,
so let me live my life,
the way i want to.

make love.
not war.

all i want is for
one guy
to prove to me that they're not
all the same.

& you can quote me..
on the quote unquote.

a girl is much more than she seems;
not a toy,
by any means.
underneath that make-up & hair.
there's a sign that says:
handle with care.

we were just there together
& that was enough.

keep your expectations low.
your hopes high.
your drinks full
& your true friends by your side.

all things grow with love.

you make me nervous.
i guess that makes you different from the rest.

it's okay to be.
YOUnique.

so, the difference between YOU &
HIM?
he can say hi & my heart goes crazy.
you can say everything i want to hear? & it does NOTHING.
- me

unless you've lived my life,
don't judge me because you don't know.
never have & never will know every
little thing&detail about me.

i don't care about your imperfections.
that's what makes me adore you.

the greatest challenge in life is:
to find someone who knows all of your flaws,
differences & mistakes.
yet still loves everything about you.

just blast some music, so we can dance around like
RETARDS & sing like we're
ON CRACK.

yeah,
life's a beach.
& i'm just tanning.

we laugh more than we breathe.

we high-five,
'cause we're just that awesome.
-me

i've learned that goodbyes will ALWAYS hurt.
pictures NEVER replace having been there.
memories, good or back.
WILL bring tears.
& words can never replace those feelings.

you want security?
i'll make you pay.
you want warmth?
i'll burn down your house.
you want loyalty?
i'm thinking of how it will benefit me.
you want love?
you'll fall so hard you'll break your neck.

it's not what they call you.
it's what you answer to.

nobody can make you feel inferior
without your consent.

i don't make mistakes.
i just date 'em.

hug harder. laugh louder.
smile bigger. love longer.

don't go looking for love, let it find you because
that's why it's called falling.
you don't mean to.
you just do.

& a guy like you...
needs a crazy girl like me.

love is like a war.
easy to start,
hard to end,
impossible to forget.

& she syas she doesn't care.
but the look in her eyes,
tell a completely different story.

girl, who are you trying to bullshit?
i'm your bestie, i know what's up.
-me

her: my face hurts.
him: why?
her: from smiling so much. i'm not use to it.
him: well, you better.
-me

you'll never leave where you are
until you decide where you'd rather be.

love,
Jennifer.

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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

.Wow.

Fourty eight views & no comments?

That kind of sucks.

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Monday, November 03, 2008

Currently Listening
Fefe Dobson
By Fefe Dobson
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.Chels here.

With an update. =]

And now I'm itching for the tall grass,
And longing for the breeze.
I need to step outside.
Just to see if I can breathe.
I gotta find a way out.
Maybe theres a way out.

It's an interesting time in your life,
because you're trying to act older
and mature, but you really have no
idea what you're doing. You're scared,
and it's okay to be scared. It's okay
to not know completely what you want
or what you should be doing and to
stumble a little bit.

click to choose

I am running with a heavy heart.
It's like an anchor making sure I never get too far.
I am wounded and nearly torn apart.
It feels like it's all too much.

Being chased feels good. Being hard to get feels good.
But what if you’re the one chasing? What if you’re the
one trying and still not getting what you want?
It doesn’t feel any good, does it?

I found everything that I could ever want wrapped up in something I could never have.

Funny thing is,
I can't seem to remember what
I ever saw in you.

click to choose

Don’t wait for the perfect moment.
Take the moment and make it perfect.

You were that breath of fresh air in my life, and maybe
that’s why I’m finding it so hard to breathe now.

click to choose

[Beautiful. If anyone loves My Chem & Twilight, you'll definitely love this.]

We live in a world of worse-case scenarios. We cut ourselves off from hoping for the best because too many times, the best doesn’t happen. But every now and then, something extraordinary occurs. And suddenly, best case scenarios seem possible. Every now and then, something amazing happens. And, against our better judgment, we start to have hope.

Look to the past,
And remember to smile.
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile.
I'm not in the scene.
I think I'm falling asleep,
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you.

click to choose

As long as I still feel something, its not over.
And believe me, sometimes I wish it was.
But its not. I can feel it.

I think your heart grows back bigger.
You know, once it gets the shit beaten out of it.

I hope that you know I'm wondering where you are.
You say this could work someday,
when you and I both know this is the end.

I just might be the most cliche girl you meet, but that's okay with me. I like old-fashioned things, like how I believe a guy should ask a girl out, and how everything really does happen for a reason. And I live my life by these rules, and so far, I've been doing alright.

click to choose

On the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. Her reply was "I don’t miss you. I miss the guy who called me every second he could, who sat at home on Saturday nights when we couldn’t be together thinking of me. The guy who knew how to say sorry, the guy who came to my house after every fight, the guy who told me I looked like a rose, that’s the guy I miss, well how could I miss you? I don’t even know you."

Don't ever listen when people say he's not good
enough for you, because truly, you are the
only one that knows how he makes you feel.

We crossed paths for a reason. The planets align in the particular season. It's clear to me, that we'll eventually be, inseperable. I love your existence, I can't get enough.

I want someone who won't care that I'm incapable of sitting still. That I can't grasp the concept of cleaning. That I refuse to be ladylike. Someone who realizes half the decisions I make are usually ones I regret and I have the right to overreact at any given time. I want someone who knows how completely insane I am, and wouldn't want it any other way.

click to choose

The best moments in reading are when you come across
something, a thought, a feeling, a way of looking at things
that you'd thought special, particular to you. & here it is,
set down by someone else, a person you've never met,
maybe even someone long dead. & it's as if a hand has
come out & taken yours.

Without music, really, where would we be?

click to choose

This aching of me won't go away,
but sometimes you have to ignore your own pain,
& help someone else through theirs.

The only reason you don't have any
answers yet, is because you're afraid to ask
yourself the right questions.

click to choose

Dreams are important; someday, when you're not
even looking, they find you.

The brighter I shine, the darker my shadows.
And they pull me behind, as I let off the pedal.
Why should I divide what feels so right?
Is this where I walk away?

The pain you create can make a scar.
You'll fall apart; you went too far.
Now that the summers gone
We’re not, not like you, your heart is untrue.
The endings are raining down.

You'll make it up, you'll tell a lie.
Pretend you're real, go on and try.
Praise yourself. It’s all ok, it gets easier, it gets easier.
So take your pills, blur your life.
Forget you were ever there, to enjoy the ride.
And bite your lip, swallow your pride.
How long has it been for you, since you felt alive?

click to choose

The hardest kind of depression to treat is the one you can't see
They're the smiling ones, the ones who look perfect, the ones who
are laughing, the ones who are dying inside, the ones who seem
perfectly happy. Those are the ones who need help the most.
Because you can't tell when they're sad.

I’m the best friend, but never the romance.
I’m the hook up, but never the commitment.
I’m a close second,
but never the perfect one.

click to choose

Its what you didnt say that told
me I was going to get hurt again.

Somehow it was as if I was being told about something wonderful, something
beautiful just waiting for me. All I had to do was wait long enough.

click to choose

"Je pense que je t'aime", she'd say numerically --
"I think that I like you" or "I think that I love you"
The french verb aimer has 2 meanings.
& that's why he liked her, & he loved her.
She spoke to him in a language that,
no matter how hard you studied it, could
not be completely understood.
[I love this quote.]

You can tell me all your thoughts,
about the stars that fill polluted skies.
And show me where you run to,
when no one's left to take your side.
But don't tell me where the road ends,
cause I just don't wanna know.

Here's the truth about forever: it's doesn't exist.
So just live everything as if it's the
last time you'll ever see that person.

We fall like shooting stars and autumn leaves.
Staying up later than the streetlights, promising what never could be.
I can't be anything without you, I can't be anything without you by my side.

click to choose

Men always want to be a woman's first love.
Women have a more subtle instinct:
What they like is to be a man's last romance.

Broken knuckles, broken heart. I fell in love, then fell apart.
You tried to run, I tried to hide. Still, we managed to collide.

You bite your lip;
you keep pretending that you're made of stone.
You never let it show,
but darling, everybody knows.

I think we over think love. There’s all these quotes and sayings about it, trying to explain it, trying to capture it with just a few words. But love is not just a word. Love is a feeling. So don’t try to explain it. Don’t try to figure out what it is. Just feel it.

Please don't act like you care,
I know you don't,
You've watched me destroy myself for too long now,
If you really cared,
You would have tried to stop it by now.

Sometimes all you can do is not think. Not wonder. Not obsess. Not imagine. Just breathe. Breathe in, breathe out. Everything works out in the end, and the more time you spend worrying about it, the longer it takes for things to end perfectly..just the way they should.

I'm at the point in my life where
everything is falling apart, and everything
is coming together at the same time.

Sitting here I waste a day,
While the memories fade away,
You know I expected so much more from you.

click to choose

We're all damaged in our own way.
nobody's perfect. I think we are all
somewhat screwy, every single one of us.

I need someone to tell me the truth when I'm surrounded by people who can't stop telling me lies.

I am who I am.
Your approval is neither
desired nor required.

There is something beautiful about all scars of whatever nature.
A scar means that the hurt is over, the wound is closed and healed, done with.

click to choose

Hitting walls and getting scars.
Only makes you who are.
No matter how much your heart is aching.
There is beauty in the breaking.

The wolf is not a repulsive creature,
but beautiful, and majestic,
luring to the eye.
Our enemies are like a wolf,
luring to the eyes and pleasant.
Beware of the wolf.

Friday left me hopeless
Saturday left me scared
Sunday drove me crazy
Monday just reminded me that I'm still here.

Imagine what would happen if every wealthy person in this world gave one dollar to a poor person. Imagine what would happen if one person started a march for a cause. Imagine if one person started a foundation and got everyone in their school to donate to it. Never underestimate what one person can do for the world.

click to choose

Sure, it's nice to trust people,
but never stop relying on yourself.
You came into this world alone,
and you're leaving the same way too.

You don't need an army to
protect you. You never let anyone
get close enough to hurt you.

The thing about life that I’ve learned is that you're going to
get hurt. You're going to have emotional nights and cry yourself
to sleep for hours. You're going to suffer some kind of heartbreak,
some kind of loss. But you will also have those moments where you heal.
Those moments are the best. You feel like you smile for the first
time again. You feel like you're alive again. Life just kind of restarts.

Comments are greatly appreciated. =]

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Saturday, October 18, 2008

.Chels here.

I'm not sure, but I think Jenn is doing an update soon. I'll talk to her & see for sure. If not, I'll be doing one very, very soon. Anyways, I'm up late. Again. & this song seems so fitting for my mood right now. I felt like writing it down for others to at least read or maybe go download the song? Yeah, here it goes.

Some Things Never Change by The Forecast

It's inside of three weeks
& I'm a boat out to sea
with no sails.
I tried drinking nights away.
It just brought on longer days
& black outs.
Sleep well, my dear.
Sleep well, my dear.
I'm waiting for your call.
It won't be long
'til we're hangin' hopes from the stars.
Just call.

Sleep's been comin' hard for me
Because when I dream,
It's of you.
From the first day I made mistakes.
But now I'm trying to pave my way
to your heart.
Sleep well, my dear.
Sleep well, my dear.
I'm waiting for your call
It won't be long
'til we're hangin' hopes from the stars.
Just give me this.

A slow dance,
A last chance to tell you everything you need to hear.
Because the phone calls won't let me look you in the eyes.
So I can tell you
Sweetie, please stay.

Well, there ya go. A song that's stuck in my head. Amazing.

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